Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Why are men so disgusting ?

Men you know. Men you think you know. Men who should know better. Why do they still behave such disgusting behavior at times. I dont get it . Seriously. We arent talking belching at the dinner table . We are talking about commenting on a totally inappropriate sexually provocative photo on their facebook page .the photo and other comments are pretty bad. Its labeled "jail bait" the comments are disgusting and you find your husbands clever witty spine chilling comment to be "you know the old saying, if theres grass on field ,play ball" ive never been so shocked or repulsed by a man i loved in my life. Who is this man? What was he thinking?bdo i even know him? Does anyone ever know anyone truly? Anyone at all could have viewed his profile followed the link to his comment and been confronted immediately with this photo. Ugh

Tuesday, January 04, 2011

its incredibly hard. to put words behind what feels like survival. im pretty sure i can not do this any more . that means i have to be ready on top of the pain and the shame. to lose my whole life. its not perfect but its the first normal ive had for years . and i Will be sad to see it go...

Monday, January 10, 2005

exciting job

okay,i do not want to work. i do not even think i can work. this would be why i am on disability. however things have gotten rather grim here at casa castella so off i go on an interview tomarrow. for what position you might ask? what position could a old fat heavily tattooed loser with no education hope to win? Phone sex operator, of course oh god please help me. tomarrow is my interview i'll keep you all posted.

Saturday, November 20, 2004

she said

She said it didnt matter,that she wasnt hurt. That the state of things worried her ,not at all. but she lied perhaps simply because it was easier that way or from habit.She might not know the truth herself but for her wet face and the keening inside.

Friday, September 03, 2004

even better

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Thursday, September 02, 2004



SO halloween approaches.. i am cranking out paper mache pumpkins,skulls and will soon begin work on some tombstones. my costume, made from some online patterns, came out splendidly! im very pleased. i had a friend make me a chemise and skirt. halloween is my all consuming passion. i need a ride to home depot or lowes for some pvc pipe and foam board. liquid nails too. i have to frog-pick out -lots of teeny cross stitches from some fabric so it can be re used.this has no bearing on halloween,but its making me crazy so i had to mention it.-amy

Saturday, August 14, 2004


well last night we were watching the blue collar comedy movie and we laughed our asses off. i love jeff foxworthy and this cast is too too much."aparently i had the right to remain silent....but not the ability" i am trying to get my ass in gear in regards to starting a few halloween projects. i need to do some tombstones and corpses. argh. i need to figure out my scarecrow dimensions and head.more later hunny is spouting